I Can't

The words are a haze,
All thoughts in a maze.
How do i make any sense?
Rationality is clouded and tense.
I can't find the thread...
I can't hold the seam...
I can't weave the story.

The crowd is all berserk,
The actions all in a wreck.
How do i see this fallacy?
Humanity is shrouded in unknown legacy.
I can't find the face...
I can't recognize the faith...
I can't understand the fanaticism.

The world is all a dream,
Home is some bank with no stream.
How do i find my destination?
Trust is drowned in hesitation.
I can't find the warmth...
I can't give the solace...
I can't emote the obvious...

I can't justify this abstractness...
I can't garner hope in distress...
I can't smile when the heart bleeds!


Some days are different, some days even the smile can't cover the moments of pain...some days even the optimism can't brush aside the sweeping skepticism...some days even the sun rays can't make you belive that it is a new day...
Didn't i say some days are different....days like this are also rare....when i say "I Can't"

Comments

Tin said…
welcome to the club !!

I came up with the most ironic & extremely simple solution to a complex problem as such: Concentrate on what you can!!
It works fabulously....
Divya said…
Do your best at what you are best at!!! Works!
Rupesh Nasre. said…
Every experience is like a toy,
It teaches you something, just enjoy,

To ourselves, at least we should be fare,
Coz as you said, days like this are also rare,

In such situations, perhaps one should pray or chant,
I thought of not replying, but I can't.
Madhurima said…
Hiya!
@ Tin: Am working on ur solution...Thanks Tin for always understanding and actually making me feel better that am not the only 1:)

@ Divs: It was just one of those moments when i couldnt figure out if i was even best at anything at all...in the 11 years u kno me...not sure how many times u have seen me like this...but yes...friends like u provide the buoyancy when i so require...

@ Rupesh: Gosh!! Bhondoo giving my sunshine some shade:)The day i figure out how in the name of heavens, u r so calm n composed...i shall attain nirvana...u just manage to make me feel better without even trying much...
Parthajeet Das said…
its perfectly okay to feel such and acknowledge when you do so...
Ujwal said…
Am sure this is an outcome when you were really low...And knowing how much of a fighter you are..Am sure this was just a passing phase:)

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